For many years I tried so hard to live a life... A normal life, but I can't escape this dark shadow that's always creeping up beside me. For many years I tried to hide fighting my battles quietly inside. Afraid to say something and open up, about this dark shadow that's taking over my life. Fearful of being judged and misunderstood. I thought hiding it is for the best. Though this dark shadow won't give me a rest. Many times I would ask myself why... why does it have to be me? But I can't seem to find an answer. I just happened to be an innocent sufferer of this dark shadow that never leaves me. Even when I beg and plead. It just never go away. Right now I feel like a disappointment.
